My dearest wifey.This few days weather not good ar.
Everyone sick.
Dun keep going out lo.
Must rest more at home lo.
I love you as always.
The line that impacted me the most was the one you told us to be friends.
IDW.
ABSOLUTELY NO!
I am not handing over someone whom i waited and loved for so long, over to some moron who doesnt even have confidence.
Hehe. Baby,
PS : This was a draft post... LOL

Xiao babygirl, yesterday was our anniversary.
I still remember the day I met you @ sherman's place.
The day I confessed to you and we stead.
09062010...
Been almost 2 years alr.
I always been missing you.
Thanks for being in my life.
YOU ARE MINE...hehe
I hope I can give you sth for our anniversary.
We shall see on saturday.
You are soooo ke ai.
I nvr regretted meeting you.
All my life, I only want you.
Huggsss so bad.
Mmmmm...
Certain things i gotta do first.
Sorry I been so busy, I didnt made it tonight to find you.
But I REMEMBER.
Hehe. Hope you do see this posts.
Though I'm not the perfect guy around...
Though I can't always be there for you...
Though I do have some limitations...
I WANT TO BE YOUR MR RIGHT. HEHE!
Me want to love you lots and lots...
FOR...Ever - ver + ternity = me and you. ^^
Be prepared to suffer my WRATH for your life...
Hehe. I miss you, love you, want you, and only you.
Your babyboy for eternity,
                            Desmond Aiyume.

My wifey.
I've got no idea when you will see this.
Its been practically 2 years since we last posted at this blog.
Its saves our memories - from today onwards i wouldn't let it die out again.
I spend a night reading the entire blog, and teared.
How did this love, so pure and innocent, turned out this way?
I always wondered, many times, it was seriously my fault.
I was the one who didn't tried all my best to cherish and fulfill whatever you desired.
I was not caring enough, being sensitive to your needs and fulfilling whatever you wanted so badly.
I didn't give you enough attention, so you went on ahead, leaving me behind.
Everything that happened, had a reason, and the reason, was me.
I allowed you to do it, don't ever feel guilty.
I promised you we have a future together, I promised and will keep.
I have been always, missing you.
Every minutes, every seconds.
There is just, not enough time.
Just, not enough time...
I wanted you so badly, i sometimes hate myself.
I tried everything to satisfy you, but I do not know how much more i can do.
I couldn't even match up to those letters.
I promised you i will write letters to you, but I'm not sure whether if i really have the time.
I really treasured you.
I hope for the time being, this is what that i can do, to fulfill the promise.
I once told you before, in whatever you do, dun be afraid.
Whatever you think you will be happy with, go ahead - you have my utmost support.
I'm not sure how I'm going to put it, but, i regretted badly.
How i wished, i still have you.
And everything that happened, was a bad dream.
I want to wake up, like TaeYang in "Look only at me", seeing you are still with me.
No matter how much i do, I couldn't do it well.
I really tried my best.
My mother tell me must be kind, to whoever i met.
At least now, 1 thing i can be certain of, is that no matter what happens in the future, i know you will always come back.
My instincts tells me to wait for you, even if i may die of hurt.
Dun ask me why, cuz i can only tell you for certain, i followed my gut feel.
My baby, you will always be my baby, no matter what you become.
Hehe... I hope i still can match up to the wesley lo.
I really didn't expect an ordinary guy like him, can win me.
It hurts.
Badly.
I love you.
I will always stay by your side whenever you need me.
I hated the feeling, of being like Jon, waited and waited for you to find out you're walking with another.
I am afraid.
I hated the feeling, of being like Nicholas, texting you lovey dovey messages while you are with another.
I am me.
I hope I have the strength to remain as me.
I always trusted my principles - you treat someone good, they will treat you back good too.
So, my attitude towards others is also this way.
However, to you, my attitude = i treat you good, i pray you will to me, someday, return.
Investments ma, Hehe!
I hope my instincts guide me correctly, still making the choice is it part of me.
I always wanted you to be mine.
I miss you badly.
Maybe i wun tell you about this post first, hehe.
Letting you figure out by yourself, will be more romantic.
Use your instincts.
Hehe, I give you a clue soon - i did your letters (though not on paper).
Dun tell me you not worth it, cuz to me, you are always perfect - forever, no, for eternity, worth it.
Hahas.
Even now, i dk why am i, tearing, while typing - hope my keyboard dun spoil >.<
Even all these words, still can't describe, how much i want you back.
You have to know, no matter what happens, you WILL still come back. Hehe.
Baby, I love you, as always, i do.
Ashes to ashes.
Dust to dust.
<3



I'm sad, can you see dhis? I am sad.
I am sad, I am fucking sad.
I have no true friends, then my Laogong♥, I rly have no fucking idea how to keep him happy.
Nowadays I hate my bad temper, haiz, I unds you, then who can unds mi?

A few days back, I asked you, '我会不会管你很严？'
You said '不会啊'
But wad you told mi is rly contradicting and heart shattering.
You told mi I was too strict you because EG I didnt allowed you to play bball in the rain.
But wad you told mi that time wasn't this.
Haiz, I rly dk lah.
Sometimes I do doubt whether we should be tgt in the first place.
But since I alr accepted so much, I believe I still can accept more de.
Love is acceptance, hmm.
But, I rly don't want you to be controlled by mi, so strict, too strict.
Yet, Idk wad to do.
Your body is weak, you should know this.
When you get sick, who is the one suffering? You yourself.
Who heart pain, mi, happy uh?
If happy jiu ok lor, you play in rain, I also play in rain.
Everytime I say, 'why you dk how to take care of yourself one?!'
You would ans, 'That's why need you ma.'
Then wad? I don't let you play in rain cos scared you sick, you say I strict.
Still gt wad I strict de uh?
If im strict. Just go ahead w wad you like, but one thing, I believe in equality in r/s.
You treat mi how, you get back how x100.

Alot of things, you sacrificed, you didnt want to let mi know.
But I wan you to know, I sacrificed alot for you too, similarly, I didnt let you know.

Idk lah, but you cannot leave mi, cannot, must not.
Else I will hate you, like how I hate WeiJie.
For sure, pple I hate would get it from mi.

So, just go ahead w wad you like and want, dont care abt mi.
Being strict and possessive isn't wad I can control, this is mi.
Accept it, or forget it.
Wan mi to be like other girls? Comparing mi to other girls? Then go find her, if you ever had dhese thoughts.

But wad I know, is that I am sad now
Really very sad, Idk for wad
Maybe I dont understand
Maybe is that I am blaming myself for making you suffer.
a bit of both, abit of some others.




Are you still w you...?


BaoBei Laogong♥, still here ma? Hahahs
It's been 5 months we've been tgt le.
Although dhe path isn't str8, but I'm glad that you were there beside mi all the while.
You're moving to Msia le, haiz ):
At first I cant accept (I adopt to changes very slow de ): ), but I now okay le luh
Cos it's wad you wan wad x)
As long as you happy, I am okay le anything.
Hahahs.

Thanks for the celebration aka surprise you planned for mi. Heheh. So sweet.
&& your birthday, was happy that I was able to be beside all day long ~
Keke.
You're so adorable. xP

Olvls are over, I shall start w my(our) blogshop now.
Part time job is an option for mi tho', Im nt sure cos I till nw still don't dare ask my dad about it.

BaoBei Laogong♥, I know you sacrifice alot for mi, esp. your DotA.
Making you now feels like a noob huh?
It's okay lah BaoBei, Thankyou tho'.
Jiayou in achieving you dream, although I don't like lah. Hahahs.
But you happy jiu can luh x)

I hope our results wont differ much(both very pro), then can go same sch luh ~ ♥
Hahahs.
6th month coming, I'm slowly planning. Heheh.
Mwahs.
♥♥

Laogong,
Today, I finally realise that I found a guy, who don't love mi by words, but by actions. ♥

Modelling company : Create talents, i will love you w all my life, for making mi realise dhis.
My laogong made that extra mile, to check out that company for mi.

I was touched.

Laogong :D
Dedicating this thingy for you

Never thought that I'll meet you
Never thought that I'll fall for you
Never thought that I'll be with you
Never thought that I'll have you n mi hand in hand tgt
Never thought that I'll have you in my arms

Never thought being w you can be so sweet.
Never thought loving you will feel like I'm dreaming everyday.
I wake myself up everyday, for that you'll be there to call mi 'LaoPo♥'

Desmond. x) You're my great holy mighty Laogong, I swear. :D

My dearest wifey.This few days weather not good ar.
Everyone sick.
Dun keep going out lo.
Must rest more at home lo.
I love you as always.
The line that impacted me the most was the one you told us to be friends.
IDW.
ABSOLUTELY NO!
I am not handing over someone whom i waited and loved for so long, over to some moron who doesnt even have confidence.
Hehe. Baby,
PS : This was a draft post... LOL

Xiao babygirl, yesterday was our anniversary.
I still remember the day I met you @ sherman's place.
The day I confessed to you and we stead.
09062010...
Been almost 2 years alr.
I always been missing you.
Thanks for being in my life.
YOU ARE MINE...hehe
I hope I can give you sth for our anniversary.
We shall see on saturday.
You are soooo ke ai.
I nvr regretted meeting you.
All my life, I only want you.
Huggsss so bad.
Mmmmm...
Certain things i gotta do first.
Sorry I been so busy, I didnt made it tonight to find you.
But I REMEMBER.
Hehe. Hope you do see this posts.
Though I'm not the perfect guy around...
Though I can't always be there for you...
Though I do have some limitations...
I WANT TO BE YOUR MR RIGHT. HEHE!
Me want to love you lots and lots...
FOR...Ever - ver + ternity = me and you. ^^
Be prepared to suffer my WRATH for your life...
Hehe. I miss you, love you, want you, and only you.
Your babyboy for eternity,
                            Desmond Aiyume.

My wifey.
I've got no idea when you will see this.
Its been practically 2 years since we last posted at this blog.
Its saves our memories - from today onwards i wouldn't let it die out again.
I spend a night reading the entire blog, and teared.
How did this love, so pure and innocent, turned out this way?
I always wondered, many times, it was seriously my fault.
I was the one who didn't tried all my best to cherish and fulfill whatever you desired.
I was not caring enough, being sensitive to your needs and fulfilling whatever you wanted so badly.
I didn't give you enough attention, so you went on ahead, leaving me behind.
Everything that happened, had a reason, and the reason, was me.
I allowed you to do it, don't ever feel guilty.
I promised you we have a future together, I promised and will keep.
I have been always, missing you.
Every minutes, every seconds.
There is just, not enough time.
Just, not enough time...
I wanted you so badly, i sometimes hate myself.
I tried everything to satisfy you, but I do not know how much more i can do.
I couldn't even match up to those letters.
I promised you i will write letters to you, but I'm not sure whether if i really have the time.
I really treasured you.
I hope for the time being, this is what that i can do, to fulfill the promise.
I once told you before, in whatever you do, dun be afraid.
Whatever you think you will be happy with, go ahead - you have my utmost support.
I'm not sure how I'm going to put it, but, i regretted badly.
How i wished, i still have you.
And everything that happened, was a bad dream.
I want to wake up, like TaeYang in "Look only at me", seeing you are still with me.
No matter how much i do, I couldn't do it well.
I really tried my best.
My mother tell me must be kind, to whoever i met.
At least now, 1 thing i can be certain of, is that no matter what happens in the future, i know you will always come back.
My instincts tells me to wait for you, even if i may die of hurt.
Dun ask me why, cuz i can only tell you for certain, i followed my gut feel.
My baby, you will always be my baby, no matter what you become.
Hehe... I hope i still can match up to the wesley lo.
I really didn't expect an ordinary guy like him, can win me.
It hurts.
Badly.
I love you.
I will always stay by your side whenever you need me.
I hated the feeling, of being like Jon, waited and waited for you to find out you're walking with another.
I am afraid.
I hated the feeling, of being like Nicholas, texting you lovey dovey messages while you are with another.
I am me.
I hope I have the strength to remain as me.
I always trusted my principles - you treat someone good, they will treat you back good too.
So, my attitude towards others is also this way.
However, to you, my attitude = i treat you good, i pray you will to me, someday, return.
Investments ma, Hehe!
I hope my instincts guide me correctly, still making the choice is it part of me.
I always wanted you to be mine.
I miss you badly.
Maybe i wun tell you about this post first, hehe.
Letting you figure out by yourself, will be more romantic.
Use your instincts.
Hehe, I give you a clue soon - i did your letters (though not on paper).
Dun tell me you not worth it, cuz to me, you are always perfect - forever, no, for eternity, worth it.
Hahas.
Even now, i dk why am i, tearing, while typing - hope my keyboard dun spoil >.<
Even all these words, still can't describe, how much i want you back.
You have to know, no matter what happens, you WILL still come back. Hehe.
Baby, I love you, as always, i do.
Ashes to ashes.
Dust to dust.
<3



I'm sad, can you see dhis? I am sad.
I am sad, I am fucking sad.
I have no true friends, then my Laogong♥, I rly have no fucking idea how to keep him happy.
Nowadays I hate my bad temper, haiz, I unds you, then who can unds mi?

A few days back, I asked you, '我会不会管你很严？'
You said '不会啊'
But wad you told mi is rly contradicting and heart shattering.
You told mi I was too strict you because EG I didnt allowed you to play bball in the rain.
But wad you told mi that time wasn't this.
Haiz, I rly dk lah.
Sometimes I do doubt whether we should be tgt in the first place.
But since I alr accepted so much, I believe I still can accept more de.
Love is acceptance, hmm.
But, I rly don't want you to be controlled by mi, so strict, too strict.
Yet, Idk wad to do.
Your body is weak, you should know this.
When you get sick, who is the one suffering? You yourself.
Who heart pain, mi, happy uh?
If happy jiu ok lor, you play in rain, I also play in rain.
Everytime I say, 'why you dk how to take care of yourself one?!'
You would ans, 'That's why need you ma.'
Then wad? I don't let you play in rain cos scared you sick, you say I strict.
Still gt wad I strict de uh?
If im strict. Just go ahead w wad you like, but one thing, I believe in equality in r/s.
You treat mi how, you get back how x100.

Alot of things, you sacrificed, you didnt want to let mi know.
But I wan you to know, I sacrificed alot for you too, similarly, I didnt let you know.

Idk lah, but you cannot leave mi, cannot, must not.
Else I will hate you, like how I hate WeiJie.
For sure, pple I hate would get it from mi.

So, just go ahead w wad you like and want, dont care abt mi.
Being strict and possessive isn't wad I can control, this is mi.
Accept it, or forget it.
Wan mi to be like other girls? Comparing mi to other girls? Then go find her, if you ever had dhese thoughts.

But wad I know, is that I am sad now
Really very sad, Idk for wad
Maybe I dont understand
Maybe is that I am blaming myself for making you suffer.
a bit of both, abit of some others.




Are you still w you...?


BaoBei Laogong♥, still here ma? Hahahs
It's been 5 months we've been tgt le.
Although dhe path isn't str8, but I'm glad that you were there beside mi all the while.
You're moving to Msia le, haiz ):
At first I cant accept (I adopt to changes very slow de ): ), but I now okay le luh
Cos it's wad you wan wad x)
As long as you happy, I am okay le anything.
Hahahs.

Thanks for the celebration aka surprise you planned for mi. Heheh. So sweet.
&& your birthday, was happy that I was able to be beside all day long ~
Keke.
You're so adorable. xP

Olvls are over, I shall start w my(our) blogshop now.
Part time job is an option for mi tho', Im nt sure cos I till nw still don't dare ask my dad about it.

BaoBei Laogong♥, I know you sacrifice alot for mi, esp. your DotA.
Making you now feels like a noob huh?
It's okay lah BaoBei, Thankyou tho'.
Jiayou in achieving you dream, although I don't like lah. Hahahs.
But you happy jiu can luh x)

I hope our results wont differ much(both very pro), then can go same sch luh ~ ♥
Hahahs.
6th month coming, I'm slowly planning. Heheh.
Mwahs.
♥♥

Laogong,
Today, I finally realise that I found a guy, who don't love mi by words, but by actions. ♥

Modelling company : Create talents, i will love you w all my life, for making mi realise dhis.
My laogong made that extra mile, to check out that company for mi.

I was touched.

Laogong :D
Dedicating this thingy for you

Never thought that I'll meet you
Never thought that I'll fall for you
Never thought that I'll be with you
Never thought that I'll have you n mi hand in hand tgt
Never thought that I'll have you in my arms

Never thought being w you can be so sweet.
Never thought loving you will feel like I'm dreaming everyday.
I wake myself up everyday, for that you'll be there to call mi 'LaoPo♥'

Desmond. x) You're my great holy mighty Laogong, I swear. :D

T. XINYU
Now you're here, is either you know me or you don't . (: Remember to flood me with pressies on 23rd of Oct every year :D
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