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Laogong...♥
16.11.10

I'm sad, can you see dhis? I am sad.
I am sad, I am fucking sad.
I have no true friends, then my Laogong♥, I rly have no fucking idea how to keep him happy.
Nowadays I hate my bad temper, haiz, I unds you, then who can unds mi?

A few days back, I asked you, '我会不会管你很严?'
You said '不会啊'
But wad you told mi is rly contradicting and heart shattering.
You told mi I was too strict you because EG I didnt allowed you to play bball in the rain.
But wad you told mi that time wasn't this.
Haiz, I rly dk lah.
Sometimes I do doubt whether we should be tgt in the first place.
But since I alr accepted so much, I believe I still can accept more de.
Love is acceptance, hmm.
But, I rly don't want you to be controlled by mi, so strict, too strict.
Yet, Idk wad to do.
Your body is weak, you should know this.
When you get sick, who is the one suffering? You yourself.
Who heart pain, mi, happy uh?
If happy jiu ok lor, you play in rain, I also play in rain.
Everytime I say, 'why you dk how to take care of yourself one?!'
You would ans, 'That's why need you ma.'
Then wad? I don't let you play in rain cos scared you sick, you say I strict.
Still gt wad I strict de uh?
If im strict. Just go ahead w wad you like, but one thing, I believe in equality in r/s.
You treat mi how, you get back how x100.

Alot of things, you sacrificed, you didnt want to let mi know.
But I wan you to know, I sacrificed alot for you too, similarly, I didnt let you know.

Idk lah, but you cannot leave mi, cannot, must not.
Else I will hate you, like how I hate WeiJie.
For sure, pple I hate would get it from mi.

So, just go ahead w wad you like and want, dont care abt mi.
Being strict and possessive isn't wad I can control, this is mi.
Accept it, or forget it.
Wan mi to be like other girls? Comparing mi to other girls? Then go find her, if you ever had dhese thoughts.

But wad I know, is that I am sad now
Really very sad, Idk for wad
Maybe I dont understand
Maybe is that I am blaming myself for making you suffer.
a bit of both, abit of some others.




Are you still w you...?