21072010; once more
21.7.10
Once again, I fell all the way back into a deadly trap, love.
Whe I say I love you, I mean I love you, not because I am sexually addicted to you, cos I rly loves you,
deep down from my heart.
I asked you to use your instinct t judge our r/s wasn't that I wanted to make sure I gave my virginity t dhe correct person be4 marriage,
not cos if the result is negative I will prepare to leave you
not cos if the result is negative I will love you lesser,
not cos to knw if you worth my love anot,
not cos I want to leave you,
not cos I am not worried of the freaking results
cos I wanted an assurance for my paraniod heart, that we will still be tgt in the end on matter wad.
Even if you lie abt the results, you're just lying to yourself.
But, I doubt you will lie to me.
These days semi ton-ed w you. Rly great to hug you in my arms so tightly for such a long time.
Sweet,♥
You're the best so ever as relative to my past, no lie.
Today is the 52th day we met & we managed to get close so fast, isnt a bad thing, but also nt a gd thing.
Sometimes I slap myself hard, to make sure I don take you for granted in any circumstance at all, cos I don wan you to feel that you're the only one contributing t dhis r/s only.
Rmb, I am always here.
I will stand by you always, even if you're wrong, you're always right to be wrong.
& also, I will always be here, no matter as a wad.
A mum, friend, kid, baby, joker, tcher, student, idiot, baka, wifey.
I wont leave you in lurch for now, and till time ends.
& even if your instinct say otherwise, I will still continue to love you as my last love dhis life.
As I said earlier on on fb if you had realised, love in an action not only a word.
although it contains only 4 alphabets, it is hard to prove n show.
I'm trying my very best t shower you w care n love, I don wna lose you, not even for a single second
It's gonna hurt hell loads, or most prob death.
Laogong♥, see you tonight, i don care wad we gonna do, be it exciting or boring, I will pei you till the end.
take care now, when your body is still weak, I don wan anything bad to happen to you.
Even if I have all Bill gates' assets, I still cant afford to lose you.
Desmond Ow Yong Cheng Hong, Mi love you loads loads, more than wad you thk.
T. XINYU